ENDSONG by Angel Brynner. 2013

(melancholy guitar strumming. rounds out to full-on during unsung bridge.  Enjoy. At 351 am in the morning. February 27th,2013. No man’s land btwn 26-28th of feb.Here’s to making this day better.)

i cant want to be

who you want me to be

and i cant make you see

what you wont see in me

and if this doesnt flow

i can no longer go,

there’s nothing left to show-

is this the end, my friend?

did it just get too thin, my friend?

if this is not the end,

then how do we begin?

how do we begin?

how do we begin?

i cant want to try

if you will not try

i can no longer cry

if i have to lie

you know that i will go

its the one thing that you know

what is there left to show?

is this the end, my friend?

did it just get too thin, my friend?

if this is not the end,

then how do we begin?

how do we begin?

how do we begin?

dont ask me to cope

when you’ve lost all hope

dont expect i’ll heal

when you will not feel

i can do this no more

i’ve nothing left in store

is this worth fighting for?

is this the end, my friend?

did it just get too thin, my friend?

if this is not the end,

then how do we begin?

how do we begin?

how do we begin?

you’re saying do not leave

but what do i believe?

you’re saying please dont cry

and that you will try-

you’ll try to let me in…

so that this can begin…

dont want to lose your friend…

you dont want it to end…

you want it to begin…

{whispered}

i may never be

who you hoped i’d be.

and you may never see

what god sees in me

but that’s the chance i take

i put it all on faith…

i fill my heart with faith

i’m walking out on faith

i’m stepping out on faith

i leave it up to faith

i cant give up on faith

it all comes down to faith