& I always KNEW you knew what S was doing to me.
That You told me to my face that you knew it & that i deserved it in 2000-is the most honest to me you have ever been. But guess what?
It didn’t matter to you when it was me.
You were just in mean girl mode instead of Mother mode.
It was OK,whatever when it was just me?well. too bad it Never WAS Just Me.
YOU destroyed your OWN family.
IF you had been a MOTHER to me?Instead of a hater,pissed off at a three year old playing in your makeup like little girls do– Not ONLY would i-your three year old DAUGHTER not been raped & molested by her aunt & your son,.YOUR PRECIOUS SON would have also not been repeatedly raped by them. You lil turk may have never “went autistic” for those years. Your husband may have Never cheated on you w/your best friend-
which is the reason i am being so blunt with you right now.
You have shouted from the rooftops for decades now how “TOXIC” i am. positioned me as the liar for years. How much Pain have YOU caused, then Pisces ‘woe-is-me’ & prescription pill blocked out?
I do pray for you. I HAVE to.For a very long time It was Nothing BUT the Grace of Jesus- the Literal, Living Person- has stopped me from returning onto you what you deserve.many times over.
& He -He is someone that i had to go have someone objectively TEACH me about so that my trampled POV wouldnt be the final answer in dealing with you, so i could try to at least FIX the shit that pockmarked my life due to what you allowed.
But Yes. YOU? You should be TERRIFIED when you see people dropping like flies around you.especially your age, running like you do. Yes, it makes UTTER sense that your peace is shaken by 7 deaths in 2months. Yes, how your niece handled Gladys Should give you pause.
YOU do not have the time to fight with me. Because i cant.
My relational agreements with you are officially Over.
clouding up is not going to cut it.
its something YOU invest in, to learn How to apply this belief in God you have to LIFE.
I have no fear of death.
me telling you to cut the melodramatic crying game and get your house in order so you can See your parents again WHEN it is time…is the only way i CAN do that right now.”